I miss him so much I don’t know what to say,
I wish I had him by my side today,
I would hold on to him and never let him go away,
For I fear he would just walk way.
Is this selfish love I say?
Or its just my heart that’s gone astray?
I love him so much he does not know,
I try so hard to let him go.
But hard it is for my heart to know,
That he is not the one for me
That he is just a fantasy,
The illusion of the perfect love I seek;
That’s only written in a mystery.
What should I do I say,
I did not know what love was
Until I fell into his arms that day,
It was the most beautiful moment that day.
But in a flash all was gone,
The dreams and fantasy all wiped away.
I want to cry but it’s pointless,
As the past cannot be changed today.
All I wish he would know,
How much I loved him that day.
All I wish he would know,
My heart was not a toy
To play with it and then throw it away.
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